Wasian self-fetishization

I’ve been fetishized my whole life for being racially ambiguous, mixed race, asian. It’s gotten to the point where now I play into it. Being wasian gets me attention, it makes people desire me more. People ask what I am and when I say wasian they act all impressed and excited. A race should not be a flex. No race should be “cool”. No race should be “sexy”. And I’m sure all those people who say “I’ve never seen an ugly wasian” just don’t notice the wasians who don’t fit their ideal. I love who I am and I’m proud of my origins, but it’s weird feeling like I’m just fetish fulfillment and I’ve even started to see myself that way too. DAE feel this way?