i think there’s something wrong with me.

i actually don’t know what it is. i’ve spend a long time trying to figure out why people don’t see me as a guy.

i cut my hair, started binding + packing, using mascara to draw facial hair, and voice training.

How do people STILL see me as a girl?

I’m trying so fucking hard, but it’s not working at all.

i want to DIY top surgery on myself so i don’t have to pay a fuckton of money.

i will NEVER, ever be like any of the other boys.