somehow regretting the SHS strand I took...

it's the last day of school before holiday break, and i arrived too early and now, i ended up reflecting on the almost 4 yrs of struggle of taking a college degree that did not aligned with my shs strand. i thought of many things, but if there is one thing i would like to emphasize and share is... the feeling of being judged. i felt prejudice by the department, by the school, and probably by the dean as well for the reason that i'm a non-(strand) student. i really don't know the right word to use, but it is somewhere along the lines of discrimination? strand racism? biasness? i don't know, but one thing i know is i'm frustrated by the fact that this kind of prejudice exists. the aligned-strand students, most of the time, get the better treatments? while us, non-(strand) students feel, we get the short end of the stick. i felt like my hard work is invalidated. i feel so emotional right now that i like to blame the whole system and not just myself partly. if only you knew that such thoughts found a way to warm me up in this chilly early morning. anyways, if you are a shs graduate i wish you the best of luck if you plan to take same path as me. if you are an incoming shs student, please choose wisely.