Honestly, fuck all that

I can't be with someone who already had relationships, like I don't want to see her telling me "do this right, do this way, you should say this, you don't know about this" etc. like you are still in your mind attached to those people, honestly I am selfish for my self and my happiness, I want to see my self spending my whole life with someone who never been with someone else, yes I deserve that and I will work towards it, I don't want "experiences" to get involved in my relationship