Surprise pregnancy with twins, can only afford one

Hey everyone!

I am totally lost and overwhelmed right now and could really use some insight. :( Sorry if this is too long. I appreciate you reading through.

This past Saturday, I was in the ER for pain and spontaneous bleeding. I was 7wks 6 days and convinced I was having a miscarriage. After a few hours, I was given an ultrasound(haven't been to my first OB appointment yet) to check on baby....and then it was revealed that I had TWINS that are okay. I had a subchorionic hemorrhage and things looked fine.

The thing is ....my husband and we're trying and expecting and budgeting for one more baby, not two. :( we cannot afford it or fathom the emotional, mental, physical strain. Our house and cars are also not big enough for 3 babies and we wouldn't be able to provide for them as much as we'd like. Thinking in the long term.

I cannot see my OB until the 23rd, but I also made an appointment with our local Planned Parenthood on the 28th.

We've been trying for a baby for two years, and my current toddler is almost 3. We want another baby, but 2 would put us over the edge. I can bee a good mother to 2, not 3 kids. I'm sure we could figure it out, but we don't want to have to 'just figure it out ' and sacrifice opportunities. :(

Do we have any options besides terminating? Adoption is not an option because that is not a guaranteed quality of life. Just needing to vent on how I'm feeling.

I am located in Colorado if that helps with anything.