Found out my teacher got pregnant and celebrated because she couldn’t teach us anymore. She was right behind me when I did.

Okay so I’ve locked my self in a bathroom typing this and I’m dying of embarrassment. This is probably the worst thing I’ve ever done. So I’m an 17 y o student and I have this English teacher at my school. She sucks. I don’t really wanna write mean things about her but me and the rest of the school really dislikes her. So I’m on a break from another class and it’s the second day of the new year so haven’t seen her for a while. One of my friends come over and tells me she’s pregnant. I instantly fall to my knees and celebrate and I say “thank god now she can’t teach us anymore.” As I do she pops out of another class and sees it all. From my pov I celebrate and once I get up from my knees I feel a hand on my shoulder and there she is. And she just looks at me and says “not a very nice thing to say.” I died inside. I’ve never felt so embarrassed and shameful before. I’m going to write a letter to her apologizing because it’s genuinely the worst thing I’ve ever done. I just wanna dig a whole burry my self and never come out again. You don’t even have to write what a horrible person I am. I know. I feel so bad.