Pretty Masculine

25F here. I grew up in a single mother household comprising of me, my older sister and mom. I felt like my mom and sister were closer, so from a young age I'd say I've been pretty independent and developed a habit of isolating myself and getting things done by myself.

Fast forward to now when I'm older and living by myself. I got a glow up, the typical ones young adults get and I've come to realize that in as much as I'm "pretty" and have feminine features, I have masculine behaviors that have pushed past partners and talking stages away. I don't know how to actually be feminine and girly and lady like in a way that is acceptable to society, even though I look the part.

I'm straight and actually boy crazy. But discovering that an ex of mine swinged the other way had me overthinking. That maybe I'm attracting men in their feminine energy because I'm in a masculine energy. And I just want tips on how to tap in to my feminine energy.

Ama I'm just overthinking and there's nothing wrong with my energy it's just that guys want to be treated more feminine these days.. idk.. share your thoughts