134 days today here are my comments

Do I want to smoke? Yes ✅ Do I want to eat 200 mg edibles and melt into the couch ? Yes ✅ Do I want to put six cones into a six shooter and pre-fill all of them, tap the device and then seal them all up and smoke them all probably in the same day ? Oh hell yes ✅ Do I want to go to one of the many fucking dispensaries around me ? And just look at shit and buy shit, come out of the place and smoke one right in my car before I drive home? Yes ✅ do I want to binge drink every three or four days? YEA ✅

Can’t do it. Just can’t do it. Am I never gonna drink or smoke again? You know I really don’t know. I really don’t know. But I can tell you this much I don’t have to worry about that. I just have to worry about today. I just have to get through today.

This is one day at a time my friends. I don’t care if you have 20 years clean or one week clean, we all have 1 day. Today.

Love, Jimmy garlic