grateful for a clear mind

i'm thankful that when i get rid of behaviors that keep me sick, scared, isolated, and alone - that when these are gone and i can live with a clear consience, doing my best even though mistakes happen - that i can look myself in the mirror and say genuinely "i love you bud". today i start a new job as a nutritionist, and i couldn't be more excited to show up, do my best, and let the pieces fall where they may. god/the Universe/Pacha Mama's got me and it feels good to be safely held.