Uncertainty ahead but I’m still here..

Fair bit of uncertainty for how freely I’ll be able to keep being me in my own country unfortunately, right as I’m finally starting to really find myself. It feels a little as though the rug beneath me has been yanked out, aggressively so, but I’m just going to keep on keeping on. Was feeling pretty down so I treated myself to a nice new necklace, bought it in guy mode though so the checkout lady kept thinking it was for some lucky lady. Kinda I guess?