Young, Gay, and Lonely

For context I am 17, and live in a rural area in England. I’ve had very little experience and it’s just quite miserable. I’ve tried going to an LGBTQ club at college, but after a month or two I just stopped going as I didn’t feel like I fit in. I know the grass is greener on the other side, but I see people moaning about the state of dating apps/bars, but at least they are something 🤷. It’s very frustrating seeing all my peers getting to experience relationships, and while I’ve had sexual experiences previously, I’ve not really had any relationship-wise. I just wish I could get out there and not be alone all the time