[request]my birthday is coming up soon and i wanted to try writing here [Italy]

Hello everyone! My friend told me about this subreddit and I wanted to try it out. I would appreciate it a lot if you send me a card/postcard anything. It’s my FIRST time ever to spend my birthday alone this year. I’ve been studying abroad for almost 3 years now and the past 2 years, thankfully i either traveled back home or to my ex-boyfriend and always celebrated my birthday with other people who were important to me. This year I can’t go anywhere except to closer cities from where I study and also i don’t have many good/best friends here whom i can invite to my birthday. I was really scared and anxious for a while whenever i thought about my birthday but it’s getting better. Last year, i went through my first heartbreak/breakup and it was soul crushing and very heartbreaking and only since recently i feel a bit better about the situation but it always comes and goes since healing is not linear. I’m turning 24 in 10 days and i’m so sad because i still feel like i’m a teenager or a young person. I mean 24 is still young but to me it feels like old and also it’s my first time being this age. Anyways, if you are interested let me know! :D Thanks in advance