Well, i fucked up

Was off the shit for two months, some how managed to talk myself into relapsing. First week was awesome that band was back together, next week was back ok, last week fuck my life I now remember why we broke up. Anxiety returned in full, can’t get anything done without one. Time to quit for the 101st time. For all those looking to relapse… don’t it’s like a crazy ex you miss then realize they’re still toxic.