To my wife..

I miss you. I miss us. There are days when i wished i wasn't in this profession. I could have had more time with you. We could have travelled a lot together. I could have made you happier. But here i am, trapped and feeling alone. I wish I could trade this professions' prison for unemployments' freedom. But i want to be a responsible husband. I have to bring food to our table. So i ask of you my love, please bear with me. In time, maybe the stars will align and give us a break, a miracle, maybe then i could give you the time and attention you deserve. See you in a few hours babe. I love you so much!