IT ENDED BEFORE IT EVEN STARTED

The pain of not being in an actual relationship lingers. There were moments when I’d find myself just staring, tears silently falling from my eyes. I truly thought, at some point, that this would work, but maybe I’m just not meant to be in a relationship right now.

You told me that it was better for us to end things, and I accepted it, even if deep inside, I wanted to fix things and make it work. Maybe, in the end, this is what’s best for both of us.

Still, I want to thank you. Thank you for showing me that I can be treated with gentleness. Thank you for your consistency, your kindness, and your presence. Those simple conversations, even amidst constant stress, were enough to brighten my day. Your “good mornings” made my mornings great.

You were my lucky charm, my confidant, my safe space. You accepted me despite my flaws. You were a great man, an inspiration and my motivation. You helped me emotionally and even helped me in pursuing my dreams. You were there when I needed someone the most.

But maybe this is the right thing 🥹 to go our separate ways. I never got to say this, but I love you.

Thank you for existing and for making me realize that I am worthy of being cared for with gentleness.

Goodbye.