GUYS HELP PLEASE (CLASS 9THIE)

I dont know how to say this but i will so basically im in class 9th and im decent in studies like i get good grades this half yearly i got low 87 percent so my parents were very angry but overall im a good student like i get decent ranks in my coaching tests too but this time i couldnt get to the nso stage 2 mark i got 35 marks ik thats bad cuz i didnt study but my parents were so angry like they literally my dad sat me and said ki beta tumhare bas ka nahi hai iit aur engineering tumse kuch nhi hoga i tried to reason it and said papa iit ke liye to 11th 12th me padhunga but he said ki dikh gya hai tumhara kuch nhi hone waala you are a failure tum dinbhar khelte rhte ho i said ki i study too but it was of no avail i was so saddd bro i mean its bad that i couldnt get to stage 2 but this was brutal i have lost all hope for me now they also said ki they know i can t do it so i should take up commerce or arts im devastated and to tell you i dont have a personal phone ( i shouldnt have it tho XD) they take everything like the computer etc after 8 30 i try to study and be a better person but now i cant take it anymore my mom even said that i am a mediocre student i try mu best to make them happy and thhis is what i get. Sorry for writing this much but im about to cry after my own parents said this.