Aapki behen ne phir se hugg diya. Need serious help.

Need help

A little Context if you care to listen, I find myself in a shit position:: 11th, 12th barbaad. 1st attempt (24tards), so I have given jee main 3 times and even this time I don't think I would clear the cutoff. And I have a lot to tell but abhi let's come to the main topic.

Need help.

Right now I am preparing for neet as the main focus. But I want to prepare for jee main April attempt and jee advance on sidelines. I am not aiming for getting top rank. Just a good gov college in this economy.

But I don't have any idea on how to start preparing for jee advance. Neet ke liye I have aakash ke modules and I'll do pyq. But for jee main I just saw eduniti and mathongo. But I don't think they would be enough for advance.

Toh abhi inn 3 mahino mai should I watch the long damn lectures (abj sir, gb sir )? Or is there any book I should refer to. Shall I directly jump to pyq of shall I devote 1 month to basics ? Any series I can watch jee advance targeted? Yt channel? Books? Main ke liye I think eduniti and mathongo are enough.

Abhi tak I was never serious for preparation but bhai parents ko dukhi nahi dekha jata. And I am tired of this syllabus, I want a change I e college.

And for context I would like to think I am a quick learner but have never worked hard in my life. I always got good returns in childhood with minimal efforts, and now I am not able to work hard. But there's no choice now. And I was also in bad mental state, but ab depression cha mudaye.

So kindly give me some strategy for jee April attempt +jee advance from scratch. From basics.

Please please. Iss baar nahi hua toh meri shaadi ho jayegi 2 saal baad.

Bhagwaan apko happy family dega.