Got Rejected my my crush

Amidst all the farewell posts, here I am with my story 😅..

I don't know why but I really wanted to type all this out so that I can be somewhat relived

I don't know but this maybe long, so if you can please bear with me😅

Soo I am in 12th and as you all may know, we will be with the same batchmates in 11th and 12th...

I didn't reallly care about the in 11th ( I was really shy type so didn't talk to girls) and the first half of 12th.

Then the day came, I had an exam on that day.. I didn't study so I really wanted to bunk that exam😅but my parents forced me to go and I went.

In the exam hall I was sitting behind her and the teacher made fun of me as all the class started to laugh at me, and there she was laughing at me.🙄

I didn't have this feelings for her during the last 1½ years but at that time I felt sooo attracted to her🫠

And after like 10 days I texted her on WhatsApp and I was asking for notes and other stuff(as we're in the same class) and like that I was chatting with her daily and then, she got sick sooo she didn't come to school, and I used to msg her daily after comming back from school,like ' how are doing' and etc... and like that

We chatted for like 2 months maybe(but as the rest of the boys I didn't really talk to her in the class😅)

And one night I said to her that I had a crush on her and she was like, "it happens so no problem" I was like🫠......

And we continued chatting for days and..... Like we also had some late night chats.....

So again one Friday night I decided to tell her that I was in love with her (one sided💔) and she started telling that I had to forget that💔 She never saw me like that💔 She can never see me like that💔

Damnn......and I like😭 all night( idk why😭)

Then she didn't msg me from that day (before she used to send me messages here and we were like very good friends, we used to joke a lot and very much...like chatted for hours a day and like that🙃)

I really can't get past that and my boards are comming , I don't know what to do.. and I really can't get over that.. I am tottaly devasted and 😭

And on top of all of that this is valantines week and all i am seeing when I open insta/reddit/yt are relationship reels and reddit posts.. and all these are making me more depressed 💔

I am really temped to just message her once more and I really don't want to do it, but I also want to have that feeling again.. that feeling of talking to a nice girl..

and the worst part is I don't really talk to girls and she was the first girl in my entire life that I talked to that much like hours a day😭.. ..

I want to get over this 🥺

Amidst all the farewell posts, here I am with my story 😅..

I don't know why but I really wanted to type all this out so that I can be somewhat relived

I don't know but this maybe long, so if you can please bear with me😅

Soo I am in 12th and as you all may know, we will be with the same batchmates in 11th and 12th...

I didn't reallly care about the in 11th ( I was really shy type so didn't talk to girls) and the first half of 12th.

Then the day came, I had an exam on that day.. I didn't study so I really wanted to bunk that exam😅but my parents forced me to go and I went.

In the exam hall I was sitting behind her and the teacher made fun of me as all the class started to laugh at me, and there she was laughing at me.🙄

I didn't have this feelings for her during the last 1½ years but at that time I felt sooo attracted to her🫠

And after like 10 days I texted her on WhatsApp and I was asking for notes and other stuff(as we're in the same class) and like that I was chatting with her daily and then, she got sick sooo she didn't come to school, and I used to msg her daily after comming back from school,like ' how are doing' and etc... and like that

We chatted for like 2 months maybe(but as the rest of the boys I didn't really talk to her in the class😅)

And one night I said to her that I had a crush on her and she was like, "it happens so no problem" I was like🫠......

And we continued chatting for days and..... Like we also had some late night chats.....

So again one Friday night I decided to tell her that I was in love with her (one sided💔) and she started telling that I had to forget that💔 She never saw me like that💔 She can never see me like that💔

Damnn......and I like😭 all night( idk why😭)

Then she didn't msg me from that day (before she used to send me messages here and we were like very good friends, we used to joke a lot and very much...like chatted for hours a day and like that🙃)

I really can't get past that and my boards are comming , I don't know what to do.. and I really can't get over that.. I am tottaly devasted and 😭

And on top of all of that this is valantines week and all i am seeing when I open insta/reddit/yt are relationship reels and reddit posts.. and all these are making me more depressed 💔

I am really temped to just message her once more and I really don't want to do it, but I also want to have that feeling again.. that feeling of talking to a nice girl..

and the worst part is I don't really talk to girls and she was the first girl in my entire life that I talked to that much like hours a day😭.. ..

I want to get over this 🥺