This game makes no sense sometimes.

I don't know if it's Malenia, me, mimic tear or the game, but in over 12 hours of solo attempts, I have been unable to beat malenia, the first try I do with mimic tear, she dies. Meanwhile im able to first try Rellana solo with no buffs (literally just walked into the fogwall blind EDIT: I was honestly kinda disappointed i didnt really get to have the full fight experience with her unlike the rest of teh game so far). WTF

i swear to god this game is going to be the death of me one day