I dont want to be christian anymore
I got really deep into christianity a few months ago to cope with trauma. Ive been an atheist most my life despite coming from a catholic family. Here are my main problems with the religion.
I dont believe humanity can matter so much to God. There are an infinite amount of different things in the universe and i cant see why God would be so focussed on man.
Things in the bible that are literally just not true. Things like the story of creation and so many other stories from the old testament.
I genuinly dont want eternal life. Why would i want to live forever? Here, in heaven or in hell. I know for a fact that it will one day it will become boring, good things arent supposed to last forever. If i go to heaven and have to be there forever i know that ill just get bored of it.
I dont even pray anymore and going to church is becoming increasingly boring. I only go because i like some of the people there atp.