Is it wrong to feel this way?

So basically, I just refuse to surround myself or interact with Christian women as I feel the intention of only talking to them because I find them attractive is in bad taste and faith. Makes me feel sick and bad. Whether that’s in a YA ministry, I take care of myself really well, but it’s this plateau,

In thinking just go try really hard to be friends. I know how this works. But with most people I have no chemistry with them. I’m an Athlete and Fighter so most of my fellow Christian Athletes are in the gym. Its not the same socially outside of that realm.

It’s the relatability thing, usually with friendship there needs to be relatability or else there’s nothing holding that,

trying to date someone you really don’t think about it in that regard . It’s much more of compromise based on mutual attraction. I don’t know why I feel this way. Inately because I know there women of God, it’s just a fine line that’s weird to cross. With Regular women there is no pressure like that. Being Christ focused gives that new perspective