I’m upset

It’s been almost a year and it hasn’t gone away. I’m supposed to be getting married in the next couple of months and I’m sad that I won’t have my full smile😭 I’ve had small improvements but i thought I’d be better within 2months after, like the doctor said. All my wedding pics will be weird. I already hate seeing my face in pictures. I just delete them straight away… God help me😭😢